Trying

Trying to make a new start with the new season.

Trying to concentrate on the phone can't seem to old distractions new distractions can't even hear what's on the line.

Trying to catch up on what fell though catch up around the house with papers and laundry and floors and rooms.

Trying not to define myself in terms of other people. Trying to let them know when I do.

Trying to take care. Trying not to say what the fuck.

Trying to believe spring is coming.